There are so many things in this life that I really want...
But because I don't have these things-because I haven't [yet] received them (or when I see others having what I want), I feel like I don’t deserve it…
I hate that I feel the way I do; it makes me feel small…Like I can’t dream or hope
But then I look at God…with Him all it takes is one look and He knows everything…And it doesn’t end there…To Him, He understands how and why I feel the way I do…He understands it better than I myself do…And it’s not silly or irrational to Him…He always tells me “If it matters to you, then it matters to Me”
As for me feeling undeserving…He does His best each and every day to change that….I can’t begin to describe how much gratitude and love flows through me when my Father tells me I deserve all I want…That He wants to give me *everything*…He wants me to know I’m worthy of His blessings =)
I don’t know where or who I’d be without Him. To me, it’s such a scary thought ...I’m in *SO* deep with Him…I can never go back…And I would *never* want to! He’s all I have and I’m so so glad…
“Love Came Down And Rescued Me, And I Thank You, I Thank You. I Once Was Blind But Now I See, I See You, Yes I See You…”
But because I don't have these things-because I haven't [yet] received them (or when I see others having what I want), I feel like I don’t deserve it…
I hate that I feel the way I do; it makes me feel small…Like I can’t dream or hope
But then I look at God…with Him all it takes is one look and He knows everything…And it doesn’t end there…To Him, He understands how and why I feel the way I do…He understands it better than I myself do…And it’s not silly or irrational to Him…He always tells me “If it matters to you, then it matters to Me”
As for me feeling undeserving…He does His best each and every day to change that….I can’t begin to describe how much gratitude and love flows through me when my Father tells me I deserve all I want…That He wants to give me *everything*…He wants me to know I’m worthy of His blessings =)
I don’t know where or who I’d be without Him. To me, it’s such a scary thought ...I’m in *SO* deep with Him…I can never go back…And I would *never* want to! He’s all I have and I’m so so glad…
“Love Came Down And Rescued Me, And I Thank You, I Thank You. I Once Was Blind But Now I See, I See You, Yes I See You…”
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